Black Falcon 2 Rock my bed

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I m the guy women have fun with, not the one they settle down with. I m no good for you,
Kitten. Trust me. I m a one man heart-wrecking crew, he says.
Any doubts that I had in my mind that we could ever be more than this weekend flies from my
mind. It can t be spelled out for me any clearer. So, I need to get my game face back on and look at
this for what it is a purely physical fling.
RIFF
I feel like a douche bag of epic proportions the moment I basically tell Kitten I m using her only
for sex. She doesn t deserve that from me, but for now it s the best I can give her. She doesn t need to
get her hopes up that we can be more, because we can t. I fuck things up too much. It s only a matter
of time before I do something stupid and she ends up hating my ass.
This whole situation is fucking up my head. More than anything I wish I was a good guy,
someone worthy of a girl like Kitten. The only thing I can hope for is that one day she ll find a man
that can give her everything she deserves, like monogamy and children. I can t give her either one of
those things.
I shake my head as I finish warming up, trying to forget my screwed up life. Music and sex are
the only two things I ve found that help me do that.
My fingers glide over the strings and I hit a sour note.
Trip slaps me on the back. What s with you man? Couldn t get it up last night?
Fuck you, dude, I snap.
He holds his hands up in surrender. Easy, I was joking. Chill the fuck out.
The tension leaves my shoulders. Trip s been my best friend a long time, and I know he didn t
mean anything by it. Sorry, bro. I m a little edgy.
Trip rolls his eyes. Not this Sophie shit again? I thought that hot, little redheaded friend of
Lanie s was pulling you out of that slump.
This has nothing to do with Sophie. Noel can have her sorry ass. I hope those two assholes are
happy together. I hate that he s stringing Lanie along like this. She seems like a nice girl.
Trip raises his eyebrow so high it touches the bandanna he has tied around his head. Are you
catching feelings for the redhead?
What!? No. You know me better than that. Damn it. How the fuck would he figure that shit out?
Am I catching feelings? Is that why I feel so crazy?
If you say so, brother. What am I supposed to think? You never spend an entire night holed up in
a hotel room with a chick. The way you were lookin at her on the bus the other day, it was like you d
been shot by that little fucker in diapers with wings and arrows like in the cartoons. And now you re
concerned about Lanie s feelings?
I laugh. Did you really just talk about Cupid like he s real?
Whatever. Make fun of me all you want. All I know is between you and Noel I don t know
which one of you is chasing the tail harder.
I shake my head. Aubrey s here to have a good time for the weekend. No one s catching
feelings.
Trip smirks. Yeah. You keep telling yourself that.
That smart-ass I-know-everything look he s got on his face isn t helping the situation. A girl
like her would never really be into a guy like me.
You re never going to know until you try. It s okay to have feelings for someone, Riff.
Not for me. She can do so much better than me. I know that. Why set myself up for a tragic
ending.
Trip frowns. I know this is hard to hear, but not every situation is going to end up like
I jump up from the amp I m sitting on. Don t even fucking say it.
All I m sayin is
I set my guitar down and cut him off. Quit trying to convince me I m not poison. I ll ruin her,
like I do everything else.
Trip opens his mouth to start on me again, but I stalk away before he has a chance. He s been
trying to save my worthless ass for years and I wish he would stop and let me be miserable like I
deserve. He calls my name a couple times, but I don t dare look back.
I make my way over to catering and grab a cold beer from the cooler. I twist off the lid and take
a long pull. Trip has a way of getting under my skin like no one else.
Several of the opening acts and a slew of groupies sit around the room hanging out in small
groups, chatting amongst themselves.
I rub my forehead and close my eyes. Sometimes I really hate the fact that it s hard to get a
moments peace on the road. There s so much shit inside my head I need to work out in order to feel
like I m not losing my mind over a woman.
What s wrong? Blue balls killing you? Donovan says next to me with a smart-ass snicker.
My eyes snap open and instantly narrow. You got a fucking problem with me, asshole? Say the
word. I beg you. Give me one reason to drop your ass right here, right now.
Donovan shoves his blonde hair out of his eyes. Easy, Romeo. I was merely asking for [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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