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the worst closeted gay in history. They didn t care. They were the type of people who said
they wanted you to do whatever made you happy, and actually meant it. With their blessing
I caught the first flight to San Francisco and went off to college.
I didn t even say goodbye to Marcus, which tore off a little piece of my heart when my
plane left the runway.
I didn t regret the move. It was time to figure out what I wanted in life and time to get
away from my unrequited love for Marcus James, the straightest boy in Stranville, who could
never love a queer named Charlie Summers.
With a love for painting and all things creative, I enroled in a college with a strong fine
arts programme. To my surprise, I was considered extremely talented by both the faculty and
my peers. It was one thing for your high school art teacher to be encouraging. It was another
when a major art critic called your work inspiring .
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Unfortunately, my love life didn t prosper as well as my art. Although I learnt all about
gay sex, I never really connected to any of my casual flings. I did learn I liked to be
overpowered by a stronger lover, learnt I loved the feel of a long cock sliding down my
throat and learnt, through a series of meaningless encounters, my heart still yearned for a
certain muscular blond who would never give me the romantic time of day. Oddly enough,
Marcus moved to San Francisco a few months after me, transferring his residency to the
hospital affiliated with my college.
Marcus and I met for lunch once a week. After the first initial awkward meal, things
went more smoothly. I confessed I was gay, Marcus said he already knew, and we settled
into a comfortable friendship that only ripped out my heart every Wednesday over burgers
and beer.
Although Marcus invited me many times to his home and to parties with his friends, I
didn t feel comfortable imposing on Marcus world. I was certain one day Marcus James
would outgrow me, and limited exposure was the best way to keep him in my life. I tended
to wear on people. More than one person had told me I was exhausting. Too enthusiastic, too
perky and too talkative were the top of the too list recited to me by various ex-lovers. My
theory was if my adult self didn t spend a lot of time with Marcus, than he wouldn t be
exposed to my many flaws. For some reason he liked me as a person and I needed to keep it
that way more then I needed my next breath.
If I didn t have Marcus, I didn t have anything.
Even though we d always remained platonic friends, my desperation to erase Marcus
from my mind had me making the mistake of trying to replace the loving protection of my
pseudo-big brother with Isaac. Big, strong Isaac Callen, who d put me in the hospital two
months after we d moved in together by breaking three of my ribs and two fingers of my left
hand with a baseball bat. I d taken him back when he d come red-eyed and begging for my
forgiveness.
Yep, I was an idiot, but I could be taught. I wasn t going back to him. Not now, not
ever. Hopefully, Marcus would know a place I could stay while I healed.
As I lay in the hospital, I waited for the only person I could ever depend on when I was
in trouble.
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About the Author
Amber is one of those quiet people they always tell you to watch out for. She lives in
Dallas with her husband, two sons, two cats and one extremely stupid dog.
Email: mailto:amberkellwrites@gmail.com
Amber loves to hear from readers. You can find her contact information, website and
author biography at http://www.total-e-bound.com.
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